Fullstop 13 : Thousand Words Can't Explain - BESTIES

when we talk about besties, i have one. we had been friend over 1 decade. i love her very much. she's sweet, tan, pendek HAHA and she's got the most whitening teeth. there's something in her which can make people especially men go to her, greet her ... until now im searching for that. but then, i don't really care about it,  i just want to see her happy and get what she want.

our first met is when we were 13 years-old. we were studied at the same school, SMK Tanjong Rambutan and we were placed at the same class 1 Gemilang. i dont really remember how we become friends but one thing for sure, saat perkenalan itu yang tak akan aku lupakan. never!

in the month of february if i not mistaken, she had to change her school for the sake of her parents. itu adalah permulaan penggunaan surat untuk kami berhubung. i still have her letters, keep it safe. shhh

i know a lot of things about her, family, boys, school and her friends. bermacam ragam, tapi lagi banyak sedih dari gembira. dia hanya gembira bila dengan aku. hem i know she is searching for something... until now. i thought when people getting older, people will get a better life. but not for her, tak tau bila dia akan dapat that life.

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dan sekarang ini, sejak akhir-akhir ini i notice something between us. i feel far, i see her in the dark. aku tak nampak apa-apa. aku dah tak dapat baca apa yang dia rasa. tapi yang pasti, when im thinking of her, i will crying .... macam sekarang. 

she's got a problem yang aku tak dapat nak tolong settle kan. i just can lend my ears for her to talk, my shoulder for her to cry on, my words for her to calm but nothing for her as the solution. sebab aku tak pandai. 

when will we can go out, hang-out together like old days? im waiting for that. before i go back to johore.