kisah Genting Highlands is HERE
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the most one thing that happened and change our life since is when there is someone between us. kayu tiga? no. neither me nor him knows how to act like one. we are one man woman and vice verse. what i meant someone is the one who make him do something hurt, for me and for himself. hemm
it happened after Chinese New Year. i noticed something not right about him lately and i messaged him. and we met. back from work, we went to the park. he start talking.
bla bla bla bla bla bla "abg trpakse, abg minx maaf"
i just ... don't know what to say. i'm freeze and lost. mute.
"kalo syg nk nangis, nangis jee..."
yes, i tried not to cry in front of him. but i can't. and i cried.
"syg punye la thn x nk nangis, tp abg ckp cmtu haaa tgk syg da nangis" i tried to make fun of him.
and when i saw him, i saw his eyes. and i saw his tears. he was crying.
"abg nangis! HAHA akhirnyee syg brjaye buat abg nangis..." and we just mute.
"x pe, syg paham. at least abg bg tau syg. so syg x kn pergi"
yes! as long as he honest with me, i will not leave him. he's the one insyaAllah. semoga Allah swt merahmati
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doakan kami. aku inginkan dia. dia inginkan aku. tapi aku tau tuhan adalah penetu segalanya. kun fayakun. aku redha kalau takdir bukan antare aku dan dia. walaupun baru setahun tapi aku terasa bagaikan kami dah kenal lama. dan aku mengharap sangat ini akan berterusan sampai bila-bila if Allah SWT willing. ameen
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