Tell 38 : Im Really Dont Have That GUTS

i felt it. same like before, it happens again and i really dont know what to do. i dont have that guts to spill it out. maybe this is just not the right time for me to do what i have to do. and when the time comes i will ... i will not give a promise that it will remain the same until the time is come, i just can make sure that i will prevent it to change 360 degrees.

sorry for this ... sorry from the first time you know me i make you ... sorry! 

LOVE SPARK